I haven't been myself. Not eating properly, not wanting to cook. (Me? How unusual!) Not sleeping well, although napping a lot. Weird dreams that I didn't remember at all, knowing only that I'd woken several times during the night. Hiding away at home, not wanting to go out, not even to take photos. I was......I hesitate to say depressed, I'll go with lethargic, despondent. I'd been thinking about my future and becoming increasingly worried. Low paying job, low hours, no savings. Normal. Hasn't bothered me before. I have food, clothing, a roof over my head. But, my rent is high. (And gets higher every year). Working full time, it wouldn't be a problem, but I no longer work full time. There are physical limitations and the body is feeling more and more tired. Dammit, I'm getting old! When did that happen?? Anyway, it's what I've been hearing and reading that has gotten to me. Rents going up even higher. Electricity costs skyro