I could just cry with frustration and disappointment

I have spent most of today trying to upload a youtube video to my post.
I followed instructions given to me by K, I watched her do one yesterday, it seems fairly simple.

So today I found something I'd like to put up, worked through the steps, forgot one important step and had to cancel.


Start over.


Follow the steps.
Accidentally hit a wrong key, and it cancelled itself.
Getting a little frustrated here....


Clicked away and read some emails....
a nice lady in Uganda wants some money......
not today honey, not even in this lifetime..


Typed up a list of all the blogs I read so as I read each post I can write a name and know who's who.
Many spelling mistakes and deletions later, I gave up on that too.
Even my hands are betraying me today.


Came back to Drifting and had another go at uploading a video.

Instructions followed.
TO. THE. LETTER.
And the video began to upload.
YAY!!

Then it stalled......oh no......this is not good.
I hoped it would make progress while I did other things, like my shoulder and neck exercises.
I hoped it was just loading slo-o-o-wly because of my slow dial up connection.
I hoped it would finish before I had to leave and go to keep my physio appointment.


No, No and No.


So I left it running, went to the physio, had some lovely soothing ultrasound on my aching back, came home and found it still stalled.


Did a few crossword puzzles.
Stomped around the room a bit.
Threw my shoes.


Prepared dinner, which is now cooking, then cancelled the upload.


I swear, right at this moment, I'm the most disappointed woman in Adelaide.
Other people do this, why not me???


I haven't given up entirely.
I'll try again.
Just not today.